It’s been weeks of sleepless nights, tossing and turning into the wee hours of the morning. Waking up feeling even more tired than when I eventually fell asleep. And all of this just because I can’t seem to get my brain to shut down when it’s suppose to. I feel disoriented, completely lost….oh, and frustrated.
I’ve been sending out CV’s like some crazy hopeless person; I even went to the most extreme and applied for a job in Antarctica…… WHAT?!? Seriously, I can’t even stand cold weather and now I want to work in a place covered in snow. You can call me crazy, loco, nuts or completely bananas, but I call it DESPERATE!
I’m taking a leap into the unknown. As I’m writing this post, my one-way ticket to South Africa is being booked. I’m terrified of the idea. I don’t have a job, I don’t have a home, but at least I have a car which can double over as temporary accommodation (if necessary). Did I mention that I’m completely terrified of the idea??
I need to spread my wings, I need to trust and believe that everything will work out for the best, and I need to find some sanity…..soon!
